My Painful Truth

I’m here in my room. My mind is going to different places. I don’t know who I am. I’m lost. I’ve tried to find myself again, but everything looks the same. Darkness is taking over and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to think any more. I want to believe, to have faith, but it’s so hard. Whenever I’m feeling better and my hopes go really high life disappoints me. I’m not better, I’m just getting worst. I don’t understand why this is happening to me. A couple of months ago I was just a normal girl ready to conquer the world. I had dreams and so much that I wanted to do. I was just starting College and everything was perfect. And then…the unexpected happened, I got sick. At first I thought it was gonna pass, that the meds that the Doctor gave me were gonna help me. Hello, we ARE in the 21th century after all. But no! That wasn’t the way God had planned this. Days…weeks….months…I wasn’t getting better. Today, almost 10 months since I got sick and 5 Doctors later I still don’t know what is causing my body to react that way. Right now I’m drinking a new pill. Last night I sleep like no other night. I thought that at last I was getting better. That God finally healed me, but I was wrong. It’s not my time yet. I’m still sick. I accepted it. I trust God. I’m gonna be okay. I just have to wait ‘till the right moment comes. He is here with me and He’s gonna do a miracle. I just have to be patient and have a lot of faith. God….I’m here ....I’m waiting for You….

My Song: "A Little Bit Longer" by The Jonas Brothers

"A Little Bit Longer"

By The Jonas Brothers

CD: A Little Bit Longer

Got the news today
Doctors said i had to stay
A little bit longer and i'd be fine

When i thought it'd all be done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.

But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, no, no.
You don't even no.

All this time goes by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
Waitin' on a cure
But none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You dont even know, no, know
You dont even know, no, no.
You dont even know, no.

And you don't know what you got 'til it's gone.
Don't know what it's like to feel so low, yeah!
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow,
You dont even know! no! yeah! woah!

So I'll wait 'til kingdom come.
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
I'll be... fine

Jonas Brothers** New Album** : "A Little Bit Longer"

Hey everyone. So on Wednesday I bought the new album of the Jonas Brothers, “A Little Bit Longer”. This Band is composed by Nick, Kevin and Joe Jonas. OMG, this CD is just amazing. I love every single song, from beginning to end. This band impresses me every time. I love them so much!!!! My favorite songs are: Burnin’ Up, Tonight, Can’t have you, Pushin’ me away and A little Bit Loger. My ultimate favorite song of the whole album is “A Little Bit Longer”, composed and sang by Nick Jonas, the youngest of the three. This song talks about when he found out that he had diabetes. It’s just so sad, but at the same time it gives you straight to keep through life. I so identify with this song because I’m sick and the doctors don’t know what it is. This, or may I say “The thing that’s ruining my Life” is taking bits, and bits of who I am. It’s driving me crazy and I sometimes don’t think that I can go on. But when I listen to that song I know that is going to be okay, that I just have to wait A LITTLE BIT LONGER….AND I’LL BE FINE.

Here's a video with a music mix that I made including all the songs of the album....Enjoy!!!!

Twiligh Movie Realize Date Moved!!!

OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG…..I can’t believe it. The date of realize of the movie Twilight was moved. Before, the movie was coming out in December 12, 2008. Now, Twilight will hit the theatres in November 21, 2008!!!!!!!!!

I have an Idea of why this is happening... So, recently Harry Potter’s date of realize was move too. This film was coming out in November, but was moved for next summer. I think that’s why they change Twilight’s date. It’s an opportunity. I just hope Twilight will be fully edited by then and they can give us a good job. I can’t wait for the movie to finally come out. I know is gonna be awesome. Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My New Platonic LOVE: David Henrie

Hey guys!...So, for the past month I’ve been “falling” for this actor. I mean he is just so cute, wait, not cute, HOT!!!! He is my age and has the most beautiful green eyes I’ve ever seen. I love his black hair and strong arms…lol….I know, he’s just an actor, but he has me head over heels. His name is David Henrie. He stars in the hit Disney TV series “Wizards of Waverly Place”. I’ve been watching re-runs of the series all summer, and every time that I see him I fall more and more in love with him. I mean platonically….lol…lol…So, well he is just perfect in his own way and I would totally love to meet him some day (Dreaming is not illegal…lol.) Here are some pics of him, and believe me when I tell you this is not going to be the last time that you hear from him.

Love,

Zuly

Entertainment Weekly Interview with Stephenie Meyer

Entartainment Weekly just interview (Video) Stephenie Meyer, author of the Twilight Saga, and talked about all the buzz that Breaking Dawn is causing.

Here's the link:

http://www.ew.com/ew/video/exclusives?lineupId=1155151521&videoId=1717903074

Some of My Creations...Enjoy!

So, I've been working on some pics from Twilight. I know, I know I'm a bit obsess...lol...But what can I say, I love Twilight. Here they are. Hope you liked them.

(To see them bigger double click them)

Stephenie Meyes's Reaction to the Breaking Dawn Complaints

Stephenie Meyer, the author of the Twilght saga speaked for the first time after the realize of Breaking Dawn, the last book of the series.

'You see the punch coming; that doesn't mean it's not gonna hurt when it hits,' Meyer says.

Here is the link to the comple interview:

http://www.mtv.com/movies/news/articles/1592457/story.jhtml

H Magazine Photoshoot of Twilight Stars

H Magazine Interview

Fashion Phenomenonwords

by Alicia Keating (photos)

by Robert Todd Williamson (art)

direction by Laura Ann (styled)

by Melis Kuris (makeup) by Lusine, hair

by Anthony Cristiano

Rachelle Lefevre and Ashley Greene are two of the stars from the highly anticipated film, Twilight, based on the best-selling book series by Stephenie Meyer which debuts nationwide on December 12th. Rachelle's character, Victoria, is one of three evil nomadic vampires. Rachelle revealed that in order to grasp her character she needed to find something honest in Victoria. "I made up a whole backstory for myself about who she was and what had happened to make her so vengeful and unforgiving." The movie, based on the current #1 New York Times Bestselling book (47 weeks and counting) is already the 12th most searched movie on the Internet according to IMDbPro's moviemeter. During the month of April, the film's 18 listed cast members made up most of the top 30 searched stars on the Web, which is an unbelievable feat for a list of newcomers. With countless blogs to boot and an unstoppable buzz, Twilight has quickly become a huge international phenomenon, developing a strong core base of dedicated fans. Ashley Greene plays one of the "good vampires" in the film. She spoke about her expectations for the film, "The fact that the movie is so popular generates a lot of excitement and a bit of fear within me. It's amazing to see the love people feel for this book and our characters, but with the love comes pressure. The cast and I are all huge fans and really just excited to see Twilight brought to life on screen." There's something that happens to you when you're first introduced to the phenomenon that is Twilight...it ignites something inside of you. Much like Rachelle and Ashley in this photo shoot!

For more info go to:

http://www.twilightthemovie.com/

This is a video featuring the photos:

Breaking Dawn Book 1: Special Moments

Hey everyone. So I just made a video of the first book of Breaking Dawn. It has a lot of beautiful quotes and special moments. Hope you like it!!!

To all the Breaking Dawn Haters

I am stunned. I cannot believe what the “supposedly” Twilight fans are saying about the last book of the saga, Breaking Dawn. When I first finished reading the novel I was so grateful and thankful of Stephenie Meyer. She has giving us the best love story ever written. But as I was searching the net for the opinion of other fans I was shocked. The majority of the people didn’t like the book. They are saying horrible things about Meyer. Oka…One thing is to criticize the novel with a perspective point of view and another thing is insulting and disrespecting Stephenie Meyer.
· First people didn’t like that Bella got pregnant. In my opinion that was very awesome. As fans may know one of Edwards regrets is not giving Bella the opportunity of having children. Ok, Bella was supposedly fine with that, but as you may know that totally changed when she found out that she was pregnant with no ordinary child, but with Edward’s.
· Second, fans didn’t like either that the personalities of the characters changed. Hello! Off course the characters changed. It’s been over 2 years for them in the books. They are all grown up. They have responsibilities and priorities. Bella & Edward are married now and the dynamic between them is completely different. Jacob finally accepted that he is the Alpha of the pack. For me that was very mature of all the characters.
· Third, they didn’t like that Jacob imprinted on Bella & Edward’s daughter, Nessie. In my opinion that was one of the most beautiful things in the book. Is like Jacob couldn’t have Bella but at least he could have part of her. Beautiful!
· Fourth, the fact that Bella saved the day and they didn’t have to fight with the Volturi was not very welcome in the Twilight community. People, what in the hell are thinking. A friend of mine was saying to me that maybe the author was making a point. Not everything in life has to be resolve with a war. Communication is the key to success. I’m very glad that there wasn’t a fight and nobody got hurt.
· And finally Twilighters didn’t like that the ending was too happy. Okay that is just ridiculous. The end of the book was perfect. Off course they live “Happily Ever After” they are immortals. They have each other for the rest of eternity. That was how it was suppose to end all along. Hello!!!
I’m just gonna say this; stop complaining and disrespecting Stephenie Meyer. You have to be grateful that she published the saga at all. She said that she wrote these books for her own entertainment, not because she wanted to become famous of anything. We have to thank her not punished her for giving us this amazing story of love, passion and friendship. She gave us Edward, the most beautiful and perfect character ever created. Don’t pay her back with hateful thoughts. If you didn’t like the book that’s okay, everybody has different points of view, but please watch what you say and write about the author. In my opinion Stephenie Meyer is one of the most talented and creative authors of all times.

Edward & Bella's Song

"LIKE THE SUN"

By RyanDan

I tried to hide from you

but I failed

I tried to lie to you

but how I failed

and even in my darkest time

you gave me light

I never knew this kinda love

could feel so right

When I’m in your arms

I find myself believe it

we could be anywhere

so I can keep on dreaming

Whenever your close to me,

you’re like the sun

you feel like the sun

and everyday you telling me

I am the one

I am the one

who makes you shine

And I know

whenever you want me to I’ll go

and even when your not with me

I feel you there

I only have to look and see

and I’ll know where

when I’m holding you

the world can stop it’s turning

you’re always gonna pull me through

and I won’t be returning

Whenever your close to me,

your like the sun

you feel like the sun

and everyday you’re telling me

I am the one

I am the one

who makes you shine

You’re like the sun

You’re telling me

When I’m in your arms

we can be anywhere

(2x)

Whenever your close to me,

you`re like the sun

you feel like the sun

and everyday you’re telling me

I am the one

I am the one

who makes you shine

I am the one

who makes you shine

Your like the sun

Your like the sun
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LIKE THE SUN LYRICS - RYANDAN Song Words
Song Words by Artist / Band : RYANDAN

Lyrics Title : LIKE THE SUN

Taken from Album :Single Released : 23 September 2007

Single Format : CD,

Digital DownloadMusic Genre : classiscal singers

Breaking Dawn Playlist by Stephenie Meyer

Book I
Beach Boys — Wouldn't It Be Nice
Billy Idol — White Wedding
(INXS — Never Tear Us Apart)
(Muse — Can't Take My Eyes Off of You)
Blue October — Congratulations
Plain White T's — Take Me Away
Jack's Mannequin — Dark Blue
Coldplay — No More Keeping My Feet on the Ground
Fuel — Hemorrhage

Book II
Nine Inch Nails — Down In It
Aerosmith — What it Takes
Incubus — Earth to Bella (part 1)
Interpol — No I in Threesome
Korn — Twisted Transistor
TV on the Radio — Wolf Like Me
My Chemical Romance — The Sharpest Lives
Motion City Soundtrack — Point of Extinction
R.E.M. — Accelerate
Blue October — My Never
Jimmy Gnecco — Someone to Die For

Book III
Smashing Pumpkins — Today
Right Said Fred — I'm Too Sexy
(Jimmy Eat World — Chase this Light)
(Jackie Wilson — Your Love is Lifting Me Higher)
Linkin Park — Pts. Of Athrty
3 Doors Down — Duck and Run
Simon and Garfunkel — Hazy Shade of Winter
Death Cab for Cutie — I Will Follow You Into the Dark
Muse — Intro [Absolution]
Muse — Take A Bow
Muse — Assassin
Ok Go — Invincible
Travis — Safe
Arcade Fire — No Cars Go

Breaking Dawn Realize Party

This is a video of the Realize party of Breaking Dawn at Borders from Puerto Rico....Amazing!!!!!!

I got the Book, I have Breaking Dawn

I got the BOOk, I got the Book...After waiting almost a year I have Breaking Dawn!!!!!!!!!!

One of my favorite quotes of Breakin Dawn

This is one of my favorite quotes of the book “Breaking Dawn”. Edward tells this to Bella just before he makes love to her in their honey moon.

I finished reading Breaking Dawn

OMG!..I can’t believe I’m done, that the story of Bella and Edward is over!!!! Today at 6:18pm, after reading and reading I finished “Breaking Dawn”. This story is the most wonderful, amazing and breath taking of the book’s saga; I totally and completely LOVED everything, from the plot, to the drama that was been display. Everything took me by surprise. I didn’t expect the turn that the novel took. From the beginning my heart was racing at the beat of each character’s feelings and emotions. Every one of them surprised me in their own unique way. I’m more in love with Edward Cullen than ever. He is the most perfect, handsome, carrying, HOT, passionate man/vampire ever created (in a book--lol). I will always and FOREVER love him for who he is and what he did to save Bella. Jacob Black took me by surprise too, his character change in a way that was so pure and respectful. He’s pure heart stood out in every single occasion. He is and will always be my precious protector, my Jacob. When I was reading the book I felt the rush of adrenaline took over every sense of my body. I could not stop reading and guessing what would happen. BRAVO Stephenie Meyer. I will never ever forget this saga. The story of passion and love between Bella and Edward change my live in a way I would have never expected. I now see the world in a different way. I will never be the same…

Breaking Dawn: What will happen?

OMG!!!!!!!!!...Breaking Dawn, the fourth and final part of the Twilight series will be in stores in like 13 hours. I’m so excited! My friends and I have been waiting for this for like 4ever. When I first read Twilight I thought I was just reading another ordinary vampire story, but I was very wrong. I suddenly found myself in love with this not ordinary vampire but extremely handsome and perfect creature. The way he is just drives me crazy. I know, I know, he is a fictional character, but I can’t help it…lol. So, Edward is perfect and the way he loves Bella is just indescribable. His love overcomes everything -tears. In the second book, New Moon, Jacob comes forward stealing, for a brief moment, Bella’s heart. But then in Eclipse, Edward proposes to Bella. In Breaking Dawn the faith of Bella and Edward is put to the test. Will Bella stay with Edward, get married and ultimately become a vampire, giving up her life? Or will Bella run away with Jacob and live like a human for the rest of her life? Will know soon enough…

To Ian

When I read The Host, I fell in love with Ian. He is just one of my favorite characters of all times. The love that he feels for Wanda is just so pure and noble. Ian didn’t care about what Wanda was; he just wanted to be with her no matter what. He held her in times when no one else was there to be found. When Wanda decides to die so Melanie could live, Ian was devastated. He couldn’t believe that the love of his life was going to die. He fought for her life, and that’s why Wanda didn’t die. That there is what true love is all about. This video is dedicated to Ian….Enjoy!!!!!

The Host by Stephenie Meyer

So, during this summer I’ve been reading a bit too much…lol. One book that I read changed my world and the way I see life. The person who wrote it is my favorite writer. That book is called “The Host” by Stephenie Meyer, also the writer of the Twilight Saga.

The Host tells the story of a change world. In the book the Earth had been taking over by aliens, who called themselves “souls”. They are like parasites who take control of the human body. Among all this madness there are still survivors. One of them is Melanie Stryder. She struggles with her life, trying to protect at all causes her little brother Jamie. She meets Jared, another survivor; soon they fell in love. She then decides to go find her cousin, but gets caught and a soul is put inside her body. But Melanie Stryder hasn’t faded away. She’s still alive inside her own mind. The soul, now called Wanderer, starts to feel what Melanie feels, falling in love with Jared and carrying too much for her brother Jamie. Wanderer decides to look for them, knowing that if somebody finds out, there gonna take her out of that body and killed Melanie.

When she finds Jared and Jamie she noticed that there not alone. There are a lot of people with them, survivors. But Jared isn’t happy. He thinks Melanie is gone and Wanderer is just there to sell them to the aliens. Between all the chaoses Wanderer, know called Wanda, falls in love with Ian. He is one of the most carrying and understanding men she had ever met in her many lives. When time has come for her to decide whether she wants to stay in Melanie’s body damming her to life suppress in her own body or to get out of the body and give Melanie her life back, she decides to killed herself to save Melanie. Ian is crushed, but there’s nothing he can do. Wanda has make up her mind. When the time of killing Wanda, they change their mind and put her in another body. That way Jared has Melanie and Ian, Wanderer.