Robert Pattinson on Interview Magazine (October Issue)

OMG...I love this new picture of Rob. He looks just so HOT! His becoming more and more like my Edward. Love him. i can't wait 'till November 21 for the movie to come out. Is so far away. Here's a vid that I made featuring the Photo from the magazine. Enjoy!!!

"Wrapped in Your Arms" by Fireflight

Lately I've been a bit down with a lot of stuff in my life. I found a lot of hope when I listened to this song. Enjoy!!!!!

It was a Lie...

So, I just need to take this out of my chest. I feel like I’m going to explode if I don’t say something. I feel so confuse and humiliated. The pass year and a half was a big fat lie but I was too blind to realize it. Why do people lie and say mean things about people they said they loved? Why does it got to be this way. You don’t have to hate me; I don’t have to hate you. Today I have realized that between love and hate there is a thin pass way and some people don’t respect it. All the stuff you told me was a lie, a manipulation. You made me feel so bad and know you laugh. You were a lie, pretending something you were not. How can you forget and move on so fast? How can you go after your new “project” after so little time has passed? I don’t understand. My mind is a mess and I really don’t know what to think anymore. But I have to move on. I have to get through this with or without you. I just need to ask you a favor, please don’t lie. Be truthful to yourself. Be truthful to me.

The 2008 VMAs Sucked!!!!!

OMG…The VMAs sucked in so many levels. Let me start from the beginning. So the 2008 MTV Video Music Awards (AKA the greatest awards ever until Russell Brand) where air live yesterday at 8:00pm. The event started with the pre show. Oh man, that red carped was just awful. They didn’t interview the stars like they do every year. They start playing around with a stupid helicopter and seriously waste my time. And then, at 9:00pm sharp the big show started. I was so excited. Britney gave the opening act, and was very graceful and decent; at last!!! Then Rihana perform “Disturbia”. I didn’t exactly loved it but it wasn’t that bad. And then the End of The world…Rossell Brand appears on stage. He started talking and making jokes about politics and I’m like who in the Hell is he to criticized the USA’s government? For God sake he is British. At the moment I wasn’t that mad, and then he started making jokes of The Jonas Brothers. He was saying really mean thing about the “Promises Rings” they had that stand for not having sex until marriage. I mean, hello, that’s supposed to be a great thing, right? They are setting a wonderful example to the teens out there that are dying of “STD” and having babies at 15 y/o. But no, the stupid Russell Brand had to joke and joke and joke on how they should put the ring in “Other Places” so they can be more committed. Every time the *@&* host had the time he would make fun of The Jonas. I was so pissed. What in the HELL were MTV thinking? He was actually promoting sex and masturbating. Can you even believe that? But the show had to go on.

The time for the Jonas Brothers to perform for the first time at the VMAs was here. And of course I was totally and completely disappointed. First, they chose the song “Love BUG”. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I love the song, but it wasn’t a VMA song. They had to play something with more tempo. And second, they sang it out side with almost no public. I was expecting so much more from these guys. They were the joke of the show. And they didn’t win any award. But I love them and know that they’ll do better next year.

Something that I really, really liked was that Jordin Sparks defended the Jonas Brothers’ rings. But she totally did this out of the scrip. She’s my heroine!!!!

The moment I was waiting to come was here. The Twilight cast stepped on stage to present Paramore. They were so cool and they all looked so good. But the stupid Rossell Brand started interrupting them and didn’t let them talk. I was so MAD!!!!

Chace Crawford totally took my breath away. He was so HOT! I was so into him that I almost didn’t notice LC from “The Hills” walking with him. I so don’t like her!!!!

I liked all the other performances, but totally disliked the one with ‘Lil Wayne. He looked like a monkey. He was so….what’s the word…dirty…in so many ways. My favorite one was Rihana with T.I. That song was beautiful. Outside of that the VMAs sucked…major!!!!

The First 12 Chapters of "Midnight Sun": My Reaction

My mind is in a far place. I’ve just finished reading the first 12 Chapters of “Midnight Sun” that Stephenie Meyer posted on her web site. Every single word and sentence where like poetry. The way Edward saw the whole situation was so different and overwhelming. He described every single detail of what was going on that I actually felt like I was on the book (And I was Bella of course!!). Bella’s love for Edward felt surreal and beautiful in “Twilight”. In this book there are just no words to explain how Edward feels for Bella. I thought that I knew him, but there is just so much more of him. He adores Bella; he would not only die but also do anything no matter how crazy it is for her. In Twilight it seemed like Edward was this lovable but strong guy that could handle anything. In this new book you find out that Edward is just like any of us. He has weaknesses and emotions. He can be dead but his heart and soul are full of love. I didn’t have any idea of how beautiful and just humble Edward was. I didn’t know that I could fall even more for him, but I did. If I was crazy for him before, now I’m just….just….man, it’s just indescribable. Humanity hasn’t created a word yet to describe how a person feels after meeting Edward Cullen.

Here are some of my favorite quotes from “Midnight Sun”:

“My life was an unending, unchanging midnight. It must, by necessity, always be midnight for me. So how was it possible that the sun was rising now, in the middle of my midnight?” (Chapter 5- Page 109)

“Run, Bella, run. Stay, Bella, stay”. (Chapter 7-Page 176)

“Silk over glass…frighteningly breakable”.
(Chapter 9-Page 212)

“Her existence alone was excuse enough to justify the creation of the entire world”. (Chapter 11 – Page 238)

“She could stay forever and it would not be long enough”.
(Chapter 11 – Page 243)