"You are...my life now"

Crying Blood?...Hell NO!!!

When someone that you love tells you that you’re going to cry blood, the world just comes to an abrupt stop. You just don’t know what to think and the only thing that seems okay is to cry. What in the hell is wrong with him? Is he crazy? Doesn’t he love me too? This was not the first time that has happened. Like always I was too good and just forgot about it, but not today. I’m tired of him treading me like some kind of toy. Whenever he’s bored, he just starts to play. NO!!!!! He used me; he made me believe that he was suffering without me. That he still loved me. LIES!!!! His time is up. No more saying hurtful things to me. I’m done playing your messy game. Good Bye.

The Guys of Twilight in VMAN Magazine

So, this is, by all means, my favorite photoshoot of the guys of Twilight. Here I post my favorite photos. Men, they took my breath away. Kellan Lentz (Emmet) looks so stunning. He is the hottest!!!!!!!!....Robert Pattinson looks very hot (Sorry can't help it...lol) and funny with the platic teeth. Taylor looks HOt hot hot!!! Love them all!!

Twilight Final Trailer: Yesss its here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Third Trailer)

Twilight HD Exclusive Trailer



O…….M…….G !!!!!!...... So, how exactly does person breaths? Because I just forgot. I was waiting all day long for this Trailer. Yep, the final trailer of Twilight is OUT and I love it. I was holding my breath from the beginning and at the very end I had a respiratory attack. I have to agree with the fans here, these were one of the best 2 minutes of my life….!

1. I so, so loved the chemistry between Robert and Kristen. They look just like Bella and Edward.

2. The scene where Edward takes the apple in his hands (The book cover) is just heart stopping.

3. The kiss!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....oh men, that kiss sent me in to another galaxy. It was so passionate and real. I thought that I was actually there.

4. “You don’t know how long I’ve waited for you”
That very quote appears in the book and I just went nuts when I heard it.

5. And the last thing that almost killed me…..I mean I was so unprepared to hear this that I almost fainted….. “You are my life know”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!....That was amazing……I love Edward…….

Can’t wait ‘till the movie.
Coming out in Puerto Rico November 20, 2008………………Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

Update: 30 New Twilight Movie Stills !!!!!!!!!!!!

These photos are amazing. This movie is gonna be great....I'm so exited...

The Best Pictures of Edward and Bella!!!!!!!

OMG!!!....These 2 new pictures of Edward and Bella are just taking my breath away. And to say tha they are outtakes of the photoshoots is a shame. They are amazing. The body language of the 2 of them just speak from themself. The way Edward is touching Bella captures so well the passion and desire that they have for each other. I love it...........I can't wait 'till the movie!!!!!!!

"Promise of a Lifetime" by Kutless

Sometimes I feel so down and left behind, but then I remember the Promise that God made us, the Promise of a Lifetime....Salvation is here. God loves you and is always there helping you get through life. You just have to listen very hard and you will hear His Voice...

Robert Pattinson on Interview Magazine (October Issue)

OMG...I love this new picture of Rob. He looks just so HOT! His becoming more and more like my Edward. Love him. i can't wait 'till November 21 for the movie to come out. Is so far away. Here's a vid that I made featuring the Photo from the magazine. Enjoy!!!

"Wrapped in Your Arms" by Fireflight

Lately I've been a bit down with a lot of stuff in my life. I found a lot of hope when I listened to this song. Enjoy!!!!!

It was a Lie...

So, I just need to take this out of my chest. I feel like I’m going to explode if I don’t say something. I feel so confuse and humiliated. The pass year and a half was a big fat lie but I was too blind to realize it. Why do people lie and say mean things about people they said they loved? Why does it got to be this way. You don’t have to hate me; I don’t have to hate you. Today I have realized that between love and hate there is a thin pass way and some people don’t respect it. All the stuff you told me was a lie, a manipulation. You made me feel so bad and know you laugh. You were a lie, pretending something you were not. How can you forget and move on so fast? How can you go after your new “project” after so little time has passed? I don’t understand. My mind is a mess and I really don’t know what to think anymore. But I have to move on. I have to get through this with or without you. I just need to ask you a favor, please don’t lie. Be truthful to yourself. Be truthful to me.

The 2008 VMAs Sucked!!!!!

OMG…The VMAs sucked in so many levels. Let me start from the beginning. So the 2008 MTV Video Music Awards (AKA the greatest awards ever until Russell Brand) where air live yesterday at 8:00pm. The event started with the pre show. Oh man, that red carped was just awful. They didn’t interview the stars like they do every year. They start playing around with a stupid helicopter and seriously waste my time. And then, at 9:00pm sharp the big show started. I was so excited. Britney gave the opening act, and was very graceful and decent; at last!!! Then Rihana perform “Disturbia”. I didn’t exactly loved it but it wasn’t that bad. And then the End of The world…Rossell Brand appears on stage. He started talking and making jokes about politics and I’m like who in the Hell is he to criticized the USA’s government? For God sake he is British. At the moment I wasn’t that mad, and then he started making jokes of The Jonas Brothers. He was saying really mean thing about the “Promises Rings” they had that stand for not having sex until marriage. I mean, hello, that’s supposed to be a great thing, right? They are setting a wonderful example to the teens out there that are dying of “STD” and having babies at 15 y/o. But no, the stupid Russell Brand had to joke and joke and joke on how they should put the ring in “Other Places” so they can be more committed. Every time the *@&* host had the time he would make fun of The Jonas. I was so pissed. What in the HELL were MTV thinking? He was actually promoting sex and masturbating. Can you even believe that? But the show had to go on.

The time for the Jonas Brothers to perform for the first time at the VMAs was here. And of course I was totally and completely disappointed. First, they chose the song “Love BUG”. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I love the song, but it wasn’t a VMA song. They had to play something with more tempo. And second, they sang it out side with almost no public. I was expecting so much more from these guys. They were the joke of the show. And they didn’t win any award. But I love them and know that they’ll do better next year.

Something that I really, really liked was that Jordin Sparks defended the Jonas Brothers’ rings. But she totally did this out of the scrip. She’s my heroine!!!!

The moment I was waiting to come was here. The Twilight cast stepped on stage to present Paramore. They were so cool and they all looked so good. But the stupid Rossell Brand started interrupting them and didn’t let them talk. I was so MAD!!!!

Chace Crawford totally took my breath away. He was so HOT! I was so into him that I almost didn’t notice LC from “The Hills” walking with him. I so don’t like her!!!!

I liked all the other performances, but totally disliked the one with ‘Lil Wayne. He looked like a monkey. He was so….what’s the word…dirty…in so many ways. My favorite one was Rihana with T.I. That song was beautiful. Outside of that the VMAs sucked…major!!!!

The First 12 Chapters of "Midnight Sun": My Reaction

My mind is in a far place. I’ve just finished reading the first 12 Chapters of “Midnight Sun” that Stephenie Meyer posted on her web site. Every single word and sentence where like poetry. The way Edward saw the whole situation was so different and overwhelming. He described every single detail of what was going on that I actually felt like I was on the book (And I was Bella of course!!). Bella’s love for Edward felt surreal and beautiful in “Twilight”. In this book there are just no words to explain how Edward feels for Bella. I thought that I knew him, but there is just so much more of him. He adores Bella; he would not only die but also do anything no matter how crazy it is for her. In Twilight it seemed like Edward was this lovable but strong guy that could handle anything. In this new book you find out that Edward is just like any of us. He has weaknesses and emotions. He can be dead but his heart and soul are full of love. I didn’t have any idea of how beautiful and just humble Edward was. I didn’t know that I could fall even more for him, but I did. If I was crazy for him before, now I’m just….just….man, it’s just indescribable. Humanity hasn’t created a word yet to describe how a person feels after meeting Edward Cullen.

Here are some of my favorite quotes from “Midnight Sun”:

“My life was an unending, unchanging midnight. It must, by necessity, always be midnight for me. So how was it possible that the sun was rising now, in the middle of my midnight?” (Chapter 5- Page 109)

“Run, Bella, run. Stay, Bella, stay”. (Chapter 7-Page 176)

“Silk over glass…frighteningly breakable”.
(Chapter 9-Page 212)

“Her existence alone was excuse enough to justify the creation of the entire world”. (Chapter 11 – Page 238)

“She could stay forever and it would not be long enough”.
(Chapter 11 – Page 243)

My Painful Truth

I’m here in my room. My mind is going to different places. I don’t know who I am. I’m lost. I’ve tried to find myself again, but everything looks the same. Darkness is taking over and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to think any more. I want to believe, to have faith, but it’s so hard. Whenever I’m feeling better and my hopes go really high life disappoints me. I’m not better, I’m just getting worst. I don’t understand why this is happening to me. A couple of months ago I was just a normal girl ready to conquer the world. I had dreams and so much that I wanted to do. I was just starting College and everything was perfect. And then…the unexpected happened, I got sick. At first I thought it was gonna pass, that the meds that the Doctor gave me were gonna help me. Hello, we ARE in the 21th century after all. But no! That wasn’t the way God had planned this. Days…weeks….months…I wasn’t getting better. Today, almost 10 months since I got sick and 5 Doctors later I still don’t know what is causing my body to react that way. Right now I’m drinking a new pill. Last night I sleep like no other night. I thought that at last I was getting better. That God finally healed me, but I was wrong. It’s not my time yet. I’m still sick. I accepted it. I trust God. I’m gonna be okay. I just have to wait ‘till the right moment comes. He is here with me and He’s gonna do a miracle. I just have to be patient and have a lot of faith. God….I’m here ....I’m waiting for You….

My Song: "A Little Bit Longer" by The Jonas Brothers

"A Little Bit Longer"

By The Jonas Brothers

CD: A Little Bit Longer

Got the news today
Doctors said i had to stay
A little bit longer and i'd be fine

When i thought it'd all be done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.

But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, no, no.
You don't even no.

All this time goes by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
Waitin' on a cure
But none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You dont even know, no, know
You dont even know, no, no.
You dont even know, no.

And you don't know what you got 'til it's gone.
Don't know what it's like to feel so low, yeah!
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow,
You dont even know! no! yeah! woah!

So I'll wait 'til kingdom come.
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
I'll be... fine

Jonas Brothers** New Album** : "A Little Bit Longer"

Hey everyone. So on Wednesday I bought the new album of the Jonas Brothers, “A Little Bit Longer”. This Band is composed by Nick, Kevin and Joe Jonas. OMG, this CD is just amazing. I love every single song, from beginning to end. This band impresses me every time. I love them so much!!!! My favorite songs are: Burnin’ Up, Tonight, Can’t have you, Pushin’ me away and A little Bit Loger. My ultimate favorite song of the whole album is “A Little Bit Longer”, composed and sang by Nick Jonas, the youngest of the three. This song talks about when he found out that he had diabetes. It’s just so sad, but at the same time it gives you straight to keep through life. I so identify with this song because I’m sick and the doctors don’t know what it is. This, or may I say “The thing that’s ruining my Life” is taking bits, and bits of who I am. It’s driving me crazy and I sometimes don’t think that I can go on. But when I listen to that song I know that is going to be okay, that I just have to wait A LITTLE BIT LONGER….AND I’LL BE FINE.

Here's a video with a music mix that I made including all the songs of the album....Enjoy!!!!

Twiligh Movie Realize Date Moved!!!

OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG…..I can’t believe it. The date of realize of the movie Twilight was moved. Before, the movie was coming out in December 12, 2008. Now, Twilight will hit the theatres in November 21, 2008!!!!!!!!!

I have an Idea of why this is happening... So, recently Harry Potter’s date of realize was move too. This film was coming out in November, but was moved for next summer. I think that’s why they change Twilight’s date. It’s an opportunity. I just hope Twilight will be fully edited by then and they can give us a good job. I can’t wait for the movie to finally come out. I know is gonna be awesome. Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My New Platonic LOVE: David Henrie

Hey guys!...So, for the past month I’ve been “falling” for this actor. I mean he is just so cute, wait, not cute, HOT!!!! He is my age and has the most beautiful green eyes I’ve ever seen. I love his black hair and strong arms…lol….I know, he’s just an actor, but he has me head over heels. His name is David Henrie. He stars in the hit Disney TV series “Wizards of Waverly Place”. I’ve been watching re-runs of the series all summer, and every time that I see him I fall more and more in love with him. I mean platonically….lol…lol…So, well he is just perfect in his own way and I would totally love to meet him some day (Dreaming is not illegal…lol.) Here are some pics of him, and believe me when I tell you this is not going to be the last time that you hear from him.

Love,

Zuly

Entertainment Weekly Interview with Stephenie Meyer

Entartainment Weekly just interview (Video) Stephenie Meyer, author of the Twilight Saga, and talked about all the buzz that Breaking Dawn is causing.

Here's the link:

http://www.ew.com/ew/video/exclusives?lineupId=1155151521&videoId=1717903074

Some of My Creations...Enjoy!

So, I've been working on some pics from Twilight. I know, I know I'm a bit obsess...lol...But what can I say, I love Twilight. Here they are. Hope you liked them.

(To see them bigger double click them)

Stephenie Meyes's Reaction to the Breaking Dawn Complaints

Stephenie Meyer, the author of the Twilght saga speaked for the first time after the realize of Breaking Dawn, the last book of the series.

'You see the punch coming; that doesn't mean it's not gonna hurt when it hits,' Meyer says.

Here is the link to the comple interview:

http://www.mtv.com/movies/news/articles/1592457/story.jhtml

H Magazine Photoshoot of Twilight Stars

H Magazine Interview

Fashion Phenomenonwords

by Alicia Keating (photos)

by Robert Todd Williamson (art)

direction by Laura Ann (styled)

by Melis Kuris (makeup) by Lusine, hair

by Anthony Cristiano

Rachelle Lefevre and Ashley Greene are two of the stars from the highly anticipated film, Twilight, based on the best-selling book series by Stephenie Meyer which debuts nationwide on December 12th. Rachelle's character, Victoria, is one of three evil nomadic vampires. Rachelle revealed that in order to grasp her character she needed to find something honest in Victoria. "I made up a whole backstory for myself about who she was and what had happened to make her so vengeful and unforgiving." The movie, based on the current #1 New York Times Bestselling book (47 weeks and counting) is already the 12th most searched movie on the Internet according to IMDbPro's moviemeter. During the month of April, the film's 18 listed cast members made up most of the top 30 searched stars on the Web, which is an unbelievable feat for a list of newcomers. With countless blogs to boot and an unstoppable buzz, Twilight has quickly become a huge international phenomenon, developing a strong core base of dedicated fans. Ashley Greene plays one of the "good vampires" in the film. She spoke about her expectations for the film, "The fact that the movie is so popular generates a lot of excitement and a bit of fear within me. It's amazing to see the love people feel for this book and our characters, but with the love comes pressure. The cast and I are all huge fans and really just excited to see Twilight brought to life on screen." There's something that happens to you when you're first introduced to the phenomenon that is Twilight...it ignites something inside of you. Much like Rachelle and Ashley in this photo shoot!

For more info go to:

http://www.twilightthemovie.com/

This is a video featuring the photos:

Breaking Dawn Book 1: Special Moments

Hey everyone. So I just made a video of the first book of Breaking Dawn. It has a lot of beautiful quotes and special moments. Hope you like it!!!

To all the Breaking Dawn Haters

I am stunned. I cannot believe what the “supposedly” Twilight fans are saying about the last book of the saga, Breaking Dawn. When I first finished reading the novel I was so grateful and thankful of Stephenie Meyer. She has giving us the best love story ever written. But as I was searching the net for the opinion of other fans I was shocked. The majority of the people didn’t like the book. They are saying horrible things about Meyer. Oka…One thing is to criticize the novel with a perspective point of view and another thing is insulting and disrespecting Stephenie Meyer.
· First people didn’t like that Bella got pregnant. In my opinion that was very awesome. As fans may know one of Edwards regrets is not giving Bella the opportunity of having children. Ok, Bella was supposedly fine with that, but as you may know that totally changed when she found out that she was pregnant with no ordinary child, but with Edward’s.
· Second, fans didn’t like either that the personalities of the characters changed. Hello! Off course the characters changed. It’s been over 2 years for them in the books. They are all grown up. They have responsibilities and priorities. Bella & Edward are married now and the dynamic between them is completely different. Jacob finally accepted that he is the Alpha of the pack. For me that was very mature of all the characters.
· Third, they didn’t like that Jacob imprinted on Bella & Edward’s daughter, Nessie. In my opinion that was one of the most beautiful things in the book. Is like Jacob couldn’t have Bella but at least he could have part of her. Beautiful!
· Fourth, the fact that Bella saved the day and they didn’t have to fight with the Volturi was not very welcome in the Twilight community. People, what in the hell are thinking. A friend of mine was saying to me that maybe the author was making a point. Not everything in life has to be resolve with a war. Communication is the key to success. I’m very glad that there wasn’t a fight and nobody got hurt.
· And finally Twilighters didn’t like that the ending was too happy. Okay that is just ridiculous. The end of the book was perfect. Off course they live “Happily Ever After” they are immortals. They have each other for the rest of eternity. That was how it was suppose to end all along. Hello!!!
I’m just gonna say this; stop complaining and disrespecting Stephenie Meyer. You have to be grateful that she published the saga at all. She said that she wrote these books for her own entertainment, not because she wanted to become famous of anything. We have to thank her not punished her for giving us this amazing story of love, passion and friendship. She gave us Edward, the most beautiful and perfect character ever created. Don’t pay her back with hateful thoughts. If you didn’t like the book that’s okay, everybody has different points of view, but please watch what you say and write about the author. In my opinion Stephenie Meyer is one of the most talented and creative authors of all times.

Edward & Bella's Song

"LIKE THE SUN"

By RyanDan

I tried to hide from you

but I failed

I tried to lie to you

but how I failed

and even in my darkest time

you gave me light

I never knew this kinda love

could feel so right

When I’m in your arms

I find myself believe it

we could be anywhere

so I can keep on dreaming

Whenever your close to me,

you’re like the sun

you feel like the sun

and everyday you telling me

I am the one

I am the one

who makes you shine

And I know

whenever you want me to I’ll go

and even when your not with me

I feel you there

I only have to look and see

and I’ll know where

when I’m holding you

the world can stop it’s turning

you’re always gonna pull me through

and I won’t be returning

Whenever your close to me,

your like the sun

you feel like the sun

and everyday you’re telling me

I am the one

I am the one

who makes you shine

You’re like the sun

You’re telling me

When I’m in your arms

we can be anywhere

(2x)

Whenever your close to me,

you`re like the sun

you feel like the sun

and everyday you’re telling me

I am the one

I am the one

who makes you shine

I am the one

who makes you shine

Your like the sun

Your like the sun
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LIKE THE SUN LYRICS - RYANDAN Song Words
Song Words by Artist / Band : RYANDAN

Lyrics Title : LIKE THE SUN

Taken from Album :Single Released : 23 September 2007

Single Format : CD,

Digital DownloadMusic Genre : classiscal singers

Breaking Dawn Playlist by Stephenie Meyer

Book I
Beach Boys — Wouldn't It Be Nice
Billy Idol — White Wedding
(INXS — Never Tear Us Apart)
(Muse — Can't Take My Eyes Off of You)
Blue October — Congratulations
Plain White T's — Take Me Away
Jack's Mannequin — Dark Blue
Coldplay — No More Keeping My Feet on the Ground
Fuel — Hemorrhage

Book II
Nine Inch Nails — Down In It
Aerosmith — What it Takes
Incubus — Earth to Bella (part 1)
Interpol — No I in Threesome
Korn — Twisted Transistor
TV on the Radio — Wolf Like Me
My Chemical Romance — The Sharpest Lives
Motion City Soundtrack — Point of Extinction
R.E.M. — Accelerate
Blue October — My Never
Jimmy Gnecco — Someone to Die For

Book III
Smashing Pumpkins — Today
Right Said Fred — I'm Too Sexy
(Jimmy Eat World — Chase this Light)
(Jackie Wilson — Your Love is Lifting Me Higher)
Linkin Park — Pts. Of Athrty
3 Doors Down — Duck and Run
Simon and Garfunkel — Hazy Shade of Winter
Death Cab for Cutie — I Will Follow You Into the Dark
Muse — Intro [Absolution]
Muse — Take A Bow
Muse — Assassin
Ok Go — Invincible
Travis — Safe
Arcade Fire — No Cars Go